New Year,New friends,New Lifestyle

Today is the 17Th of January.Everything seems like the past year,just that I am flooded with a stream of projects and researches.Fortunately,being a sec 2 Victorian, the past year's workload was not very little, so I'm more or less prepared for the 2ND year in Victoria School. The bad thing is that, I've been assigned projects even on the 1st and 2ND week of school. If this is considered bad, I can't imagine a day where students will be "plagued" by projects and researches.

Not only that, I've noticed that my friends have changed. They no longer seemed to be close with me,maybe it's due to misunderstandings of some kind. It's like being trapped on a raft in the middle of the ocean and my few good,close friends being drifted further and further away from me. And only few are left, stuck here, with me. Like the only treasure left that i can keep. While,I can't entirely blame them, maybe it's the way i react that they don't like, maybe it's the way i handle with things. It sounds very complicated on the outside,on the contrary, it's simple.We just don't click.

I've also found myself much less cheerful and optimistic as last year. The "happy-go-lucky" Me has disappeared. I express myself lesser to friends, and just don't have that past spirit in me anymore. Even so, every cloud has a silver lining. I guess things would be much better and stable in the near future.I might even get a better hold of it.I can only pray...